Reason to live again

Bleeding
I stared down
And watch as i drained
The sorrow out of my
Insecurity...

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek...
Confused on how to think or feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself...

At night I wonder
Can this be the end
Is this all that's left...
Is giving up
All I can do anymore...

Climbing the walls of insanity,
Riding the waves of despair.
If I fall it wont matter,
Seeing no ones left to care...
Now it ends off fading...
But...
The Blood
The Tears
And the Pain didnt happen...
Because i found
You....